Slipping through your fingers

I can't exactly remember how i could be so addicted and in love with writing.
There was a time that i had never passed a day without posting a blog post. And during the day, i would compose all sentences in English in my brain. It's like one of the way i practice my English language. And now, i just stop doing that, because.. it anyway has been a year since i went to study abroad. Admit it, since then my English has never been this worst. I forget a lot of vocabularies, even from the daily-used ones. For the past one year, my vocabularies merely come from daily conversation with some friends and western movies that i watch.
Spending my summer holiday in Indonesia for like almost three months, and i am losing my Chinese vocabularies too, i forget the intonation, some vocabularies, how to write it, fortunately i am still able to recognize them when i see the words.
Ah, and this perhaps will be my very last post this year. I will fly to Bangkok tomorrow for my very last 2012 summer vacation trip. Spending approximately a week time before i have my direct flight back to China, GuangZhou.
Holiday has never been good in town, as friends and boyfriend are practically busy working during the days. So most of time i only spend time alone at home, cooking, eating, cleaning, and sleeping. I have also gained like not-little-numbers of weight, and i promise myself i will start my diet as i have my leg stepped in China mainland. Haha, i really have to lose some weight, because some trousers of mine even don't fit in anymore. It's really bad, no ?
This recent months i know i have been off any social networks, except sometimes i do tweet, and i am only active in instagram mostly.
Well then, university life starts this midst of September, and too bad i am not gonna be able to have moon cake again this year :(
In the end, i hope i could still do the best in my study, be the best amongst all, and still improving my Chinese to be better and better :)
Have a good life !