I love life, just the way it is

I'd to say say that im quite accustomed to live without blogger
And as life has been just calm, i've got not much in me, not much running in my days.
I find myself again in this phase of not loving, maybe ?
So i like someone, does it mean anything ?
In the beginning, it felt so special, but as time goes by.., i know i shouldn't go for more, i have to protect myself from being hurt.. It's just another crush..
Just another crush..

Btw, i finally had my ears pierced again.., so i have 4 holes now.
Tho i actually wanted to pierce more again on my ear cartilages, but i haven't had the gut yet.
Lol :p

And then, i have been spending my days just at home.
I tried my best to study so i could be able to cope up with my next level in the second semester.
Since i have this summer holiday back home, my appetite has gone back to normal, lucky me.
Haha, im kinda anxious about my appetite in GZ during the winter, i can't leave my mouth unoccupied for 3 hours in the maximum.

And since im here too, i don't move a lot, like this house area is as far as i move daily, unhealthy, and disorder sleep.
Bad, bad, bad.

Im glad that finally i realize something about my feeling, enlightened by this thought leaves my anxiety at the bay, and make me able to live again, without love, or lovers. And able to appreciate my surrounding' presences more day by day
:)

"At some points for a while in life, it's better to live without lovers"