You are another learning in my life

My precious one.

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My girls minus one.

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me <3

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Learning how to apply eyeliner

Hello there,
here again i am, spent today with my lovelies.
Time ticked pretty slow today, i miss him so m u c h.
It has been totally no-day-without-him for these last few weeks,
and so, yes, i miss him badly.
:(
Currently listening to songs, while he has fell asleep.
Few things made me fed up.
Well, yesterday's things mostly.
Starting from my stupid thoughts, continued to my delicate body, someone acting like shits, and went on to night when i drove, a native flashed past me at speed while i was doing U-turn and his car scratched my rear plate, but luckily not my bumper, he went out of his car, scolded me on account of his own fault, i felt so pissed off. Just because he was older, native, and lots of other natives were inside his car. While i am a girl, teen, and with other 2 girls in my car, i asked for an apology and said it was his fault.
So at least, it ended up til that. Lucky me for having these boosters.

I have been flying up high to cloud, despite knowing, yeah, knowing some people don't feel the same way as i do. But i can't always be thinking of others. I want to be happy too. I would have nothing if i ever had to care about each person's feeling in my neighborhood. Not intentionally hurting people, but there is nothing i can do. I am sorry. That's 3 words 1 sentence i could best say, because no explanations of mine would be accepted.

I did tell them i couldn't be with them, they took the risks, am i being unfriendly ?
I don't think so, im only keeping a distance, so no one would think i was taking them for granted, or i gave them an empty hope. You can't be completely happy knowing someone is hurt over your laughter.
But im just enjoying life. Im just a typical girl. No much different with the others.
"They only didn't get spotted when they did mistakes"
"If you think i am a culprit, think over it again, no one makes no mistake"
:)

To someone who has removed me,
No intention of breaking your heart, but there's no power of me to love you as much as you did.
And since the first, i've known we couldn't make it. I did tell you, lots of times. But you insisted.
im sorry, sometimes you get tired of warning someone.
Until he fell into the hole she warned him about.
Sometimes you gotta think i have a heart too. You could truly be a good friend to me, if only we had never started that way.
Sincerely,
V