Love letter

Is it true when you love someone whole-heartedly, then you couldn't love anyone else ?
And you can't forget that someone ?

And you would never love someone deeper than him ?

Or maybe it's only this 'you' who are afraid to move on, to let go the past, to turn another page or choose to let yourself trap in the past ?

I wonder why someone simply broke your heart when you had given all of your heart ?

And why does love that doesn't end happily always turn out to be terrible ?

Someone who used to be your very special one, your prioritized over everything, someone who you was able to stay til late up night just to talk with her on the phone, someone who you would wake up early in the morning just to give her a morning call, someone who would make you sad when she was sad and at last, everything just suddenly ends, she just suddenly being ruled out from your life. And you couldn't even remember when it ends, but it just does.

i can barely remember when our relationship ends.

It's when i was very in love with you and you are just suddenly one of the cool statue standing out there watching me from somewhere i couldn't see you.

And i miss you.

I know i left, but you broke the heart.

I know im egoistic for breaking your heart in return just because i can't forget the pain.

I am sorry, but all this time i always love you.

Love you, always.

xx

i wish i would be able to feel love again, just like you.

But i can't.